I don’t even know where to begin to describe these past two days. Three technically!!! As gay as I am I am no stranger to playing with myself a little down there while I masturbate. I had remembered on OTNB they talked about masturbating till the point where you feel you are about to ejaculate and then stoping before you reach that peak. I’ve been doing that for 3 and a half days now. I thought I would feel stuffed in a bad way but I’m just DYING to burst. I’m like looking forward to it in a weird way. Like how much have I built up in 3 days. Especially on account of how much I’ve done it. I mentioned playing with myself earlier because idk why but I am CRAVING to bottom. Anthony, Matt, Brendan and I are all gonna have a 4 way tomorrow morning and I just can’t even. I am so fucking horny for it. My wrist is dead and my fucking hole is throbbing from how much play it’s gotten these past two days. I am happy and so fucking excited to blow my load tomorrow with 3 fucking guys. Ugh! God is real. 😭😭